Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight With the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the staff bathroom to douse my face with cool water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.
The attacks returned frequently that autumn, and once more in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could predict the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in the classroom by mid-morning. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with severe discomfort around one eye that persists for several hours.
Approximately 1 in 1000 people are affected by the condition, and males are more often affected. Attacks usually start with sudden, severe pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal bouts; some patients have continuous attacks, characterized by the lack of extended symptom-free periods.
What unites patients is the intensity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients experienced thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the figure fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
One patient, 74, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her symptoms deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her teens, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan life around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been documented throughout history. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the subject. They linked the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Ancient medical records suggest bizarre remedies for what some experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, severe headache was recognised as a distinct condition, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a European doctor who provided the initial detailed description of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing daily at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent experts in treating the disorder note this.
In the late 1990s, researchers published the results of a study for which they had induced attacks in patients and monitored the attacks in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a major medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Neurologists say wait times in diagnosing and managing happen because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in severe pain,” one says. He works by eliminating other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms occur? For how much time? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Specific features such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first arrive to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments.
A charity trustee, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm volunteer guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.
Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which reportedly helps manage the bouts of some individuals.
But leading specialists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout dictates the approach.” Short bouts with infrequent attacks are managed with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a